SLOW DOWN!!

my life seems to be spinning out of control and I am barely hanging on.

tasks at work keep piling up and staff is short due to various reasons.

stress abounds along with massive migraines.

my goal has been to eliminate any thing or person that I depend on during times like this. it is so hard but i am doing it. it hurts to be alone but in the long run it is better.

I guess i have not given up everything. laughter and photography contiune to keep me going. I was so upset i had to work today. there is snow in the mountains - along with the fall colors - I could have gotten some awesome photos.

I have scheduled a two hour massage for tomorrow. hopefully it will help decrease these headaches.

dynamis here at work are changing. my boss was arrested and so is now gone. october will be a month from hell. everyday something is scheduled including several trips to slc. plus i will have to keep up on my work - yikes

well i am just a downer today so i won't write much -

i just wish life could have been like i imagined it would be